I Wanna

I’m tired

I’m tired of this mustache

Everyone has been teasing me

of this conspicuous goatee of mine

I’m tired of eating grass!

I’m tired of being a goat!

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I wanna eat

I wanna grow fat like a pig

I wanna eat like a pig

I want kaning baboy!

And all those you could relate to a pig

‘Cause I want to be a pig!

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I wanna listen

to music that soothes my eardrum

But I want it loud

So loud it would make my eardrums bleed

Will it still be music that soothes?

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I wanna think crazy

‘cause I know I’m crazy

My studies, my life, my priorities...

I do them like crazy

That’s why I’m crazy

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Nonsense as it may seem

That’s how I want this to be

And without any effort, I know this is all I will always get

I have no regret

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I have friends around me

Friends that I owe much

Friends that I love

Friends that I care for

Friends that I will forever treasure

Friends that deserve more than this stupid crap I have made

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I have no regrets...

That's why I’m promoting this link Jay-V has sent me a couple of minutes ago. Thanks, Jay-V! http://www.clementsen.com/email/friendship.php

I wanna dedicate this to, obviously, all my friends! You know who you are! Bwahahahahaha!

The poem was, of course, a mere joke. Hehehe… well, except for the last part!

"Rat Race"

I guess I expected too much.

Surprisingly, to my own state at least, I never thought UP Diliman also shared the same tradition of having such incompetent instructors, like in MaSci. I really hate speaking such; mind them, they are putting our learning competencies at risk! And God, I never thought I would think (and speak!) this way.

Devoured by boredom like I always am, I thought of putting the names of my instructors on Yahoo’s search engine. Astoundingly, three results appeared on Ms. Mary Jessel Duque’s name. And this are what some of the UP people have to say about her:

“ma'am Duque? haay.. perfectionist! she's always late..

and... I don't know... basta.. hirap..

well unless super duper galing mo sa paper.”

-green eyes-

Now, you see?! Perfectionist is okay. But, LATE?! You see, being a perfectionist mandates a big demand! Well, I’ll forgive her if she teaches like Ma’am Jacob. But man! Mag-ayus-ayos siya!

Well, seems like I must now run away from her. You know, like, CANCELLING my enlisted schedule on her. Haha!

Itaktak Mo

"Ang late, magtataktak sa Faura!"

9:00 AM ang usapan. Si Dane Marc, ang pinakaunang dumating, ay 10 am na nakarating.

I won't ever forget this day.

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"Pictures do paint a thousand words."

O ayan. Kahit isa lang iyan, I won't ever forget this day.

Everything turned out more than what the mind has expected.

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I won't ever forget this day. Need I say more?

Itaktak mo. Hehe

Bittersweet

Bitches, hello once again! It has been a long hiatus prior to my last update, hanubayan! Well, blame it all to my very own indolence. For the weeks that had transpired, I spent most of my time with my laptop, which is why, during those times, I was really lazy for an update.

The HP laptop – well – I got one as a Graduation present from my Lolo. Pretty kind of him, isn't it? Well, there's always this bitter side of story: he is currently having a struggle against cancer and he's been undergoing series of chemotherapies. Well, I just do pray that God may give what's best for him. THE BEST - whatever it may be. He is currently living by himself – no special anything and the sort. That’s why I really do pray hard for him.

Before I proceed further in this entry… let’s talk YM.

Being buzzed off by someone is really irritating. Now, I know what Loribelle feels… hehe. Anyway…

Despite all the conflicts I have had with my schedule, I was still able to join Moseley’s outing. Yup, no matter what disparity had appeared in between, the desire of the heart still prevailed. Haha… emo! Whatever! Well, I am just hoping for parallelization to take into place. This Saturday (well, I’m not really sure when, but it is a Saturday, mind you bitches) Linnaeus 06 is planning to have a sort of talk about our outing. That day might as well turn into a short get along, for this will someday be once in a blue moon or worse, this might not happen again. Hay… so emo again!

Hmm… last but not least, I am really enjoying the features my new phone has to offer. Though it’s not really an N series Nokia phone whatsoever, the thing is that, it has been a long three years since I last had a cell phone. It kinda serves me now as a storage device for my precious files, since our computer’s been so prone to reformatting (it has always been our last resort whenever the computer’s infected).

Oh, and by the way, since it’s my, again, first time in this entire three years to handle a phone, I got really lazy about Globe’s unlimited texting. On the cover of the sim card package, it says something about that free 3 days unlimited texting if ever I load it with twenty five pesos. Well, I didn’t really read that one much, which is why, now, it turned out that I squandered my sixty pesos load thinking that I can text unlimited. Well, sinong tanga? Mga bitches talaga kayo.

That’s it for now, people. Bye bye!

Letters

Hello! I’ve once again invaded the serenity of my blog with its fresh-from-the-oven skin. So what’s with this English speaking filling up my system and blurting the heck out through this entry? Well, you see, I still have a lot of LETTERS to accomplish – letters that must be written in English (to show formality, perhaps?) And yeah, letters that are compulsory. The thought then made me ponder: are letters supposed to be mandatory?

As far as I can remember, I had already done a lot of letters, most of which, are addressed to my relatives. I, together with my co-scholars, am also obliged to make a thank you letter to our sponsor Mrs. Marissa Toledo-Peterson, one of MaSci’s valedictorians. Thinking of those heaps of letters typewritten on the computer makes me kind of feel guilty, for most of those didn’t come from the heart. I don’t really want to sound mushy whatsoever. It’s just that I think I smelled like tupperware to those letters – fake “I miss you” and the heck. Well, maybe, what I really have to do is to only speak/write what I do feel, and not whatever I just want to put just for the sake of filling in the spaces. Anyway, I’ve also come to realize how stupid I am for making this lilliputian thing a big deal.

So that’s it. I don’t really have to be emotional and express all of my thoughts whole-heartedly to all of my letters. There are business letters anyway, which only have space for business matters.

Someone Has Texted

(Now that’s Juca-ish)

While typing this, I found out that someone has texted me. It seems that that person wants to speak out about something. Well, so much for my desire to reply, I wasn’t able to. I'm out of load, bitches.

There's So Much To Miss. Yet...

There is so much to miss from MaSci. I won’t be able to walk again at its hallways and corridors and staircases for the next school year. I won’t be able to see the faces I’ve been for the past four years as I did before… and etcetera.

There’s so much to miss; the reasons mentioned above were some of the things that drove me crying last Graduation Ball. Yet, as I dig my “treasure box”, I found things which are of MaSci’s property. What the heck! After all, whether I like it or not, I still have to return those things back to where/who they belong.

I still have Ma’am Torress’ book.

I still have Barvi’s Twilight.

I still have a lot to return. (and mind you, I still have debts to pay back)

Well, so much for my random thoughts. Goodbye for now!

Someone's Friendster Profile

Hay... madaling araw na. As usual, wala akong magawa. Tulog na ang halos lahat ng mga tao sa aking messenger list kaya naman napag-isipan kong magmuni-muni sa Friendster. As usual, nagbrowse ako sa mga profiles ng kung sinu-sino. Pero siyempre, MaScians pa rin naman ang domain ng mga profiles na tinitingnan ko.

Nakaheadphones mode nga ako ngayon eh. Nakagawian ko na talagang magbukas ng Windows Media Player (okay, poor lang kami eh. hehe) sa tuwing ako'y magcocomputer, mayroon mang ginagawa or wala. So ayun.

Ilang profiles din ang mga nadaanan. Habang nakikinig ako sa paborito kong kanta, bigla na lamang may nag-play na BGM. Well, courtesy, of course, ng kanyang Friendster profile. Wala lang. Mas pinili kong pakinggan 'yung napakasimpleng BGM na iyon. I just felt nostalgic about... things.

"Hindi na maibabalik ang nakaraan"

That was the status message of a friend in my Yahoo Messenger list hours ago.

That person - the one who owns the Friendster profile... wala lang. Was it envy or admiration? Well, kung ano man sa dalawa, ang masasabi ko lang, talagang napakaswerte niyang tao. Sa pagkakatanda ko, nasabihan na niya ata ako na adik raw ako sa Math. Ewan. It's just that... pagkatapos ng lahat ng kanyang mga papuri sa aking mga walang kwentang skills, I still find that person luckier than me. Ewan. Masama ang mag-compare, anyway.

Hehehe... wala lang. Salamat talaga sa napakasimpleng BGM (tama kaya ang term ko?) na iyon.

Grabe. Hindi ko sasabihin ang pangalan ng taong iyon. Acquainted naman kami pero hindi gaanong close.

Hehehe...

Hay... good day! Habang ako'y nagtytype dito, ang lahat naman ay tulog na. May all of you have a good night sleep!

Hay... I'm like so emo again! But siyempre, being emo doesn't always mean sadness. Wala lang. Nostalgia nga eh, bitches!

Wala sanang limutan ha! T_T

New Skin

Hello mga tao! Matapos ang ilang buwang tag-hirap at kakulangan sa oras, finally, naisipan ko na ring mag-generate ng bagong skin. Well, kahit papaano, it took me some time. Kaya nga naghintay muna akong magkaroon ng time. Well, nakakatuwa rin since ngayon, talagang naghahanap ako ng mga pagkakaabalahan.

Well, ano po bang masasabi niyo sa aking napakaplain-white blog skin? Hehehehe...

Siyempre, salamat rin sa blogskins.com dahil doon ako kumuha ng HTML codes; I just did some editing.

Ewan. I'm so like lost for words! So eewie! Well, at least, mas maganda na kay Juca ang aking skin. That's already a great consolation. Haha!

Hey Barvi! Nasa akin pa rin 'yung CD mo. Hehehehehe...

May mga utang akong hindi nabayaran. Hayaan niyo. I'll pay someday.

Salamat sa lahat! Hindi ko malilimutan ang lahat ng mga nangyari sa akin during my high school life. Grabe. I can't believe we're all off to college!

Well...

Godspeed, batch '07!